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Evening was too comfortable yesterday. The fan, the rain.. I fell asleep around 7 and awoke ten minutes ago.


Have you ever slept so soundly that you fell asleep in your dreams? And found yourself in even stranger worlds? Normally, whenever I have good dreams (or better) I can never remember them.. and I still dont remember what happened this time, but I remember some strange disorientation, like awaking in my room to end up wandering off somewhere inexplicable, like in most of my dreams. And whatever I was doing, it felt like it was taking days to happen. Maybe time can slow or even stop when you're asleep.


Well, whatever has happened, I'm awake at a decent hour and well-rested for the first time in months. Time to go find a job. Fortune was kind enough to refund my spending at the mall yesterday (with a well-placed fiver sitting under the car when we came back) so I'm hoping it will be even kinder in getting me a job today. Next week is the last week of the month and I'm running out of options. *sigh* I wish it were still simple days, just getting to school on time to copy work and hang out with friends.. hiding in the auditorium, invading alternate lunches. Oh, and nearly not graduating for skipping school too much only to find that nice loophole that allowed me the standard degree, even without taking a language course! Wa-ha-haaa!

My feet aren't cold this morning either. Perhaps this is a good sign.

- T